The Prompt 1: Guilt

The Prompt 1: Guilt


Guilt
Noun
…the fact or state of having committed an offence, crime, violation, or wrong, especially against moral or penal law
…a feeling of responsibility or remorse for some offence, crime, wrong, etc., whether real or imagined
…conduct involving the commission of such crimes, wrongs, etc.

Is guilt inherent to being a parent, as the quote would suggest? Do we, by dint of attempting perfection, bring guilt on ourselves? Is this made worse by a society that rewards material/visible success, whether that success is worthwhile or not; and do we simply feed our own guilt through this need for approval?

Should we feel guilty when we’re not at fault?

I’ll start with something slightly controversial.

Hi, I’m Sara, and I do not feel guilty.

At least, I didn’t.

As a working mother I juggled, I stressed, I dropped balls, I forgot things, I worried – a lot.

But I didn’t feel guilty.

My boys were in a nursery they loved, they had friends and fun and activities. They were never bored. They had everything they needed, and more, they never wanted for anything. We had fun, we went on outings and holidays. We created memories.

I was doing a job I loved, I was busy and fulfilled and happy. I didn’t feel guilty when I took some time off work and instead of taking the boys out of nursery, took some time for myself; went to the hairdressers or the cinema or simply read a book. This time made me a happier, less stressed individual who was in a far better place to focus on the kids when we were together.

For me, happy parents = happy children.

But, I did feel guilty about not feeling guilty… (so perhaps I wasn’t quite as guilt free as I thought).

Now, having made the decision to stay at home, I can feel guilt seeping in, and I am on a mission to remain a (relatively) guilt free zone.

I worry that I don’t spend enough time playing; that I don’t bake/cook/craft enough; that my kids watch too much television; that they eat too many sweets/not enough fruit; that they aren’t doing enough after school activities; that the wee girl is missing out socially and developmentally by not going to nursery like her brothers. That I’m not a perfect mother.

But, where is the manual that tells me whether any of the above is true?

Surely the real test is happy, secure children; memories of special days and simple, ordinary moments; examples of joy in the everyday; appreciation of the simple pleasures of spending time together as a family.

I do feel remorse when I’m grumpy and I snap at the children, but that is not a result of being a parent, it’s a result of being human. I apologise and move on.

I do feel responsibility when the wee girl, in the two seconds I’ve looked away, bangs her head. But I’m not at fault, I didn’t make her bang her head, and even if I’d been looking directly at her I don’t have the reflexes of a super hero, so it’s unlikely I could have done anything about it anyway.

Our society seems to take great pleasure in telling us we are failing or underachieving or wrong. When, in reality, most of us are just muddling along, doing the best we can. We shouldn’t feel guilty about that. We should take responsibility and control where we can, make changes if needed; but beating ourselves up about not being perfect, that’s no good for anyone.

Ask yourself this; do you want to teach your children to be empathic and concerned and to take responsibility in a positive and proactive way OR do you want to teach them that anything less than perfection is wrong and worthy of guilt?

If you have been inspired to write by this quote, I would love it if you would link up. I can’t wait to read your posts!

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1. Link up a new post inspired by The Prompt (although, if you have an old post that fits perfectly, I’d love to read it)
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13 thoughts on “The Prompt 1: Guilt”

  1. Like you I’m pretty good at not feeling guilty – but as I wrote my post for the linky I realised there was more guilt there than I thought lol. THankfully most of it just small things! x

  2. thereadingresidence

    I think you could drive yourself mad with the guilt, especially when, like you, I have a small person who is constantly up to mischief and bumping himself! Glad to know you don’t feel too guilty, though, and rightly so with your happy family x

  3. Beautifully written Sara. Guilt works like a seesaw for me – some days I have massive as a mother, other days none, but the best is when it just all feels balanced.

  4. Wonderful post Sara, and it’s great to see such a healthy attitude towards a controversial matter. Personally I don’t subscribe to the belief that mothers should feel guilty all the time, I think guilt only comes from knowing in your heart of hearts that something isn’t right xx

  5. It’s a good thing that you’re not plagued by guilt so often. I’m always feeling guilty when I’m not with my son! But I agree with you that we need to teach our children to do their best and leave it at that.

  6. I love this post :) It made me think about the guilt I feel and I realise that like you I don’t actually feel guilty about working! Although I often feel a bit guilty about *not* feeling guilty! I love work and the boys love nursery so I’ve not had much reason to feel bad about that set up. What I do feel guilty about is the amount of work I have to bring home (woes of teaching!) and I feel ridiculously guilty about not being an all singing, all dancing, all crafting, pre-school teacher type mummy when I’m at home. Truth be known, nursery and work are so full on that we all love the down time together. I know deep down that having some quiet time during my one day off a week is no bad thing but all the crafty, home ed type stuff on instagram, pinterest and in the blogosphere makes me wring my hands a bit and wonder whether I’m a being a bit crap! X

  7. Great post Sara. I think guilt can drive you crazy if you focus on it too much and I do suffer from a surfeit of it occasionally, however I don’t think it’s always a bad thing. I will get your badge up on my site but I’m on the iPad at the moment and I can’t grab the code. It’s on my list!

  8. Fab post Sara. I particularly like the reference to “feeling guilty about not feeling guilty”… We simply cannot help it! Mel

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